When you live your life without love,
what your life is meant to be ?
ask your self.
how is your life when you have no one whom you love ?
plain? still colorful?
and,
how is your life when you have someone whom you love?
still plain? or more colorful?
answer by your self
:)
Friday, August 19, 2011
Who am I now ?
It's been ridiculous for me to say, "Who am I now?". Why did I do such a mystery like this? Did I have some incidents that changed me already?
The answer is "YES".
Having no father, having a mother and a little brother, make me an almost-21-year-old-mature-woman in that situation. However, it seems that I must not use that reason to be an excuse in any events. Furthermore, what I wanna say is that this is what I have. This situation, where my mom doesn't have any job and we just live from my father's inheritance, makes me to think over times before I decided to come to the "party". What I meant by party is hanging out with friends whom I will spend a lot of money. Okay, I spent my money to buy things that I have to buy, like a bag or hand phone, which is I needed when my old phone broke down.
What I want to say that,
it couldn't be easy to explain to some friends, who think easily about what was going on. It was not that simple. It isn't.
But, what I have to do is just let them judge me as far as they want. Because they haven't ever had the experience of mine.
I am now just want to thank whoever who understands me, and still be around me.
Maybe I am cruel for some people but it is not when you see with the same eyeglasses as mine.
It is a pleasure for me to say to people in the world, that life is not that simple. But you can make it simple in your own ways.
The answer is "YES".
Having no father, having a mother and a little brother, make me an almost-21-year-old-mature-woman in that situation. However, it seems that I must not use that reason to be an excuse in any events. Furthermore, what I wanna say is that this is what I have. This situation, where my mom doesn't have any job and we just live from my father's inheritance, makes me to think over times before I decided to come to the "party". What I meant by party is hanging out with friends whom I will spend a lot of money. Okay, I spent my money to buy things that I have to buy, like a bag or hand phone, which is I needed when my old phone broke down.
What I want to say that,
it couldn't be easy to explain to some friends, who think easily about what was going on. It was not that simple. It isn't.
But, what I have to do is just let them judge me as far as they want. Because they haven't ever had the experience of mine.
I am now just want to thank whoever who understands me, and still be around me.
Maybe I am cruel for some people but it is not when you see with the same eyeglasses as mine.
It is a pleasure for me to say to people in the world, that life is not that simple. But you can make it simple in your own ways.
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