It's all about him...

The first man I used to love was my father, seems that he will never come back to the world, so I declare that he is still the one but actually I have other man in my heart that I love, besides my love of course.

The most lovable man (or not yet a man) is my brother. He seems having a calm characteristic for me, or let me say, he is more calm than me.

He has a good vision in his life. He wants to be a motivator, or at least a doctor that I believe he has a good social purposes for it.

Well, he seems to have kind of vision that for some reasons in my opinion he is just blubbering. Yeah, 'coz he dreams of lots of good visions but we know already that we don't have enough money for support him, at least to pay his medical college, if possible.

However, money is not everything. I believe if he has strong passion in reaching his dreams, I am sure that he could have it someday.

And,
the funny thing is today I just found his social networking account that made me miss him.

miss you , dimpil...
:)

I just want something special from you on that day, 

but you have started to give me some things special this week.

very simple,

simply things that you have never done it before.

picked me up, dropped me at the campus.

and, on the other day, that is today,

you picked me up at the campus,

we had breakfast together,

and you were accompanying me in a tight schedule.

really simply things that I think those are your gifts for me,

 

even my special day coming a few days again,

it becomes the step by step gifts from you.

Thanks yank,

love you....

Thursday Smoothy Day

 

may 11, 2011

I loved you,

i am loving you,

i love you,

and

i am going to love you.

every second in my life.

a bubblegum

Like a bubblegum, 

you eat then you throw it.


what a shame...
puihh....

Mari pindah-memindah

Jumat, 21 oktober 2011, saya, Diyah Parwatiningsih, memutuskan untuk pindah secara batin dan lahiriah.

Tertanda,
Diyah Parwatiningsih.

Maybe, that's the letter from me to me, as my movement had some issues on me and others (as usual). Well yeah, it was not an easy way to move. It was tough and well-thought, also well-move for my life. Hmmm, tons of reasons I could say to you why I prefer this new boarding house than before. And, it is a lot better than the previous. Whoosahhh....

For good reasons and starting a new life, me, now has a healthy boarding house for my body, my mine, and my soul. It might be too exaggerated but if your heart says the place where you live could comfort you, why don't you grab more positive energies?

So, as the time goes on in a week, I feel this bless is my destiny.

Thanks ya Alloh.

what your life is meant to be ?

When you live your life without love,
what your life is meant to be ?

ask your self.

how is your life when you have no one whom you love ?

plain? still colorful?

and,
how is your life when you have someone whom you love?
still plain? or more colorful?

answer by your self
:)

Who am I now ?

It's been ridiculous for me to say, "Who am I now?". Why did I do such a mystery like this? Did I have some incidents that changed me already?

The answer is "YES".

Having no father, having a mother and a little brother, make me an almost-21-year-old-mature-woman in that situation. However, it seems that I must not use that reason to be an excuse in any events. Furthermore, what I wanna say is that this is what I have. This situation, where my mom doesn't have any job and we just live from my father's inheritance, makes me to think over times before I decided to come to the "party". What I meant by party is hanging out with friends whom I will spend a lot of money. Okay, I spent my money to buy things that I have to buy, like a bag or hand phone, which is I needed when my old phone broke down.

What I want to say that,
it couldn't be easy to explain to some friends, who think easily about what was going on. It was not that simple. It isn't.

But, what I have to do is just let them judge me as far as they want. Because they haven't ever had the experience of mine.

I am now just want to thank whoever who understands me, and still be around me.

Maybe I am cruel for some people but it is not when you see with the same eyeglasses as mine.

It is a pleasure for me to say to people in the world, that life is not that simple. But you can make it simple in your own ways.